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October 17, 2016, 8:56 AM

Honestly...


Honesty.  Honesty is a dangerous trait, not to mention very uncomfortable to encounter.  We tend to like the glossed over, sugar coated, quick hit responses to life.  "How are you?" "Fine."  "Good to hear, see you later!"  

Sunday morning (or whenever you gather for a worship service) is no exception to the rule.  We like the glossed over, comforting messages of a community that looks like it has it all together.  Yes we're a flawed people with sinful natures... just don't show it when we're all dressed nicer than average and sitting in orderly rows preparing to worship and commune with our Creator.  

Then David shows up in the Psalms.  And boy is he honest.  We hear him cry out in anguish, we hear him shout with joy.  He questions God, he accuses God, he feels abandoned by God, and we read it all.  He holds nothing back from how he feels and how he communicates that to his Father, OUR Father.  Do you ever want to look up to God and say: "He doesn't speak for me necessarily! I think you're doing a great job!"  

We are uncomfortable with that level of honesty, not that it would surprise God.  He's seen and heard it all before, not to mention seeing fit to have it printed for all time in the text of the Psalms.  Truthfully, I think we think God only wants to hear the exaltations and the "We're fine, thanks for asking" songs from us.  We choose inspirational snippets of text to adorn our walls and Bible-covers.  

David's honesty is the first step (in my opinion) to true worship and forming a purer relationship with God.  His heart is contrite, he holds nothing back ("I am a worm...").  Confession and repentance are foundational pieces of David's character.  Are they even the tiniest portion of our character?  

We cant pretend to have it all together on the outside, worshipping with "abandon" while writhing in agony internally.  God does not desire those types of sacrifices.  He wants a contrite (Honest) heart, profession a desperate need for his strength, compassion, and mercy.  That is the first step in finding ourselves immersed in Worship.  The first steps towards becoming a people after God's own heart.  

Psalm 13: 1 - 3

O Lord, how long will you forget me? Forever?
    How long will you look the other way?
How long must I struggle with anguish in my soul,
    with sorrow in my heart every day?
    How long will my enemy have the upper hand?

Turn and answer me, O Lord my God!
    Restore the sparkle to my eyes, or I will die.


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